Toddlers and Angels
June 4th—the day my sister Sharon died—always makes me pause. My mind shifts back to the dark days of 1994. Then, when the veil between here and after was thin and my mind was continually occupied by thoughts of my sister - memories, regrets, wishes - I was on high alert, ever watchful for her presence. Desperate for a sign that she was okay was a natural response to the traumatic way she died. I wanted reassurance. I found myself looking for women that looked like her in the grocery store or on the street, just to get a glimpse of her face one more time. For months, even years later, my heart would nearly leap out of my chest when I spied a young lady with long, dark, curly hair or a face that resembled hers. Of course, I was invariably disappointed when that person wasn't Sharon, and I couldn't pretend it was all somehow just a bad dream. But there were a few times, when our daughter was a baby and toddler, when it wasn't me but Anne who seemed especially attuned...



Retired Tarleton librarian and archives manager here...I did a search in the US Newspaper Directory at the Library of Congress' Chronicling America site. The newspaper was actually called the Pecos Valley Irrigationist. It looks like the University of Texas - Permian Basin Library *MAY* have some issues in their Permian Historical Society Collections. Suggest you contact them at libraryarchives@utpb.edu.
ReplyDeletehttps://chroniclingamerica.loc.gov/lccn/sn86090634/
https://chroniclingamerica.loc.gov/lccn/sn86090634/holdings/
https://utpb.alma.exlibrisgroup.com/permalink/01UOTOTPB_INST/10ndpmq/alma991001077469704731
Thank you Amanda. I too have checked Chronicling America. I checked with UTEP a few years back and they said they could not find it. I might try again, just to see if fresh eyes can find it! Appreciate the look! Nancy
ReplyDeleteIt's likely they did not have all issues, but yes, fresh eyes can help. The library's website references newspaper clippings in that collection, so it could be in some sort of vertical file. You might also want to try Texas Tech - they have a pretty extensive Southwest Collection in their Special Collections. Good luck!
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